The right breed?

I think I found the issue. I think I have the wrong breed, I absolutely whole heartily love Hollands without a doubt no questions down.  However, I am struggling to get the type I want and need to have to compete on the tables. I feel like I say I don't really care about winning but like I haven't had that experience of winning to really know what it's like. I think I need to find a breed that's not really competitive but still has some competition. Currently I am thinking about fuzzy lops, or something like that. They are like the hollands which I LOVE but aren't as competitive. At PaSRBA Julie April Chrissy and I are going to be test driving some breeds for me I decided. I feel like if I can find the right breed that's not too competitive I will be able to start holding my own on the tables. So what does this mean for the Netherlands? I am not really sure right now, I don't think they are the right breed for me though unfortunately. As much as I love Ziva Mallorie and Chomper I just don't have the same feeling I have for them as I do Hollands.